No birds.
No flowers.
No bees.
No moon.
No water,
moving or still.
Nothing growing.
Nothing stirring
in the shadows.
No history.
No satisfying toil
or contemplation of love.
No memories.
For no one.
Dreams of leaving,
I suppose. And the cold
shoulder, sure.
Or if interest,
so fervent as to
be suspect,
if not frightening.
Foul language,
prurience, impossible
demands, and ingratitude
from the B-Squad louts with
the ridiculous hair and
the mascara and the
leather pants, etc.
Mostly, though,
no thank you,
and worse.
Or no response,
no answer at all.
And all these photos
I cannot look at,
and these discs I
can’t listen to.
Every evening I
crawl from the
office through
the dog door,
a ruined man.
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